12.07.2005

"THE" ex.

so, the subject of such a person came up in yet another relationship conversation with chris. is there really one that tops all the rest... or are there multiple people who used to mean different things to you at different places in your life? i like the idea of having one person who will always make you feel a certain way every time you see them... but i think that if i were to run into anyone i seriously dated... i'd feel a little funny inside. because at some point in my life, i felt for them in a way i didn't feel for anyone else.


i was working in the front sections of the restaurant with one of my favorite buddies... and we were standing in front of the computer looking out the window... and alluva sudden he got this funny look on his face and his eyes were following a girl walking past our restaurant. if you could watch someone's heart shatter and fall to the floor... i did just that the other night. we started talking later about what was going on - and turns out this was the girl... the one he lived with and dated for 4 years many years ago... and yet... after not seeing or speaking to her for so long... she still affected him so strongly just from a glimpse.


is love worth that kind of pain?


i'm trying to compile a mixed cd...
and i recently discovered iTunes radio.
my ears are happy.

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